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man论......我心好痛

2008年08月07日 19:45:50 作者： taximan2008

我最近心绪一直不宁,整天都浑浑噩噩的!我喜欢上了一个叫乐乐的女孩子,我们结识于QQ聊天.我也说不清我为什么会对她如此动情.论相貌...她不是我见过最漂亮的.论身材...她也不是热辣劲爆的类型.但她就是能令我在出生29年来第一次这么心动.开始聊天时我也曾试探过她有无男友,她说没有.老实说我很高兴,我终于有追她的理由了.但事情在7月28日发生了巨大的转折,就在7月26日我还和她见面了,当我还沉静在幸福中时..却得知...她已经和一个朋友开始了交往.我的心一瞬间...急速下沉,我觉得自己的未来一片黑暗.经过两天的失眠...两天的低烧折磨...我觉得自己还是不能没有她.我对她说我就是喜欢她...不想放弃她,她问我是否愿意等她,我明确表示我愿意!!!她说愿意考虑接受我的时候我觉得自己又有了生的意义!!!可是每当我想到她会和他约会...她会对他微笑...她会和他手牵手...她会和他亲吻...她会和他.....我的心就痛的不能自抑!!!我希望她能幸福...是真的,但我希望这份幸福能由我来给她.我多想对她说...别做他的女友...我不能没有你...别和她牵手...我要永远拉着你的手...别和他亲吻...拥抱...别和他......我的心会流血!!!可我不敢...我怕和她连朋友都没得做...我怕再也见不到她.我问她如果我牵了你的手...会怎样???她说一定会狠狠甩掉....我听后...怎一个失落了得!!!就算如此...我还是抱着一丝幻想在等待她...等待她有一天会觉得我好....man今天很低落...很伤心...很愚蠢...

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